My wings are broken
Yet You are there to mend it
I ran away from You for someone else
Yet You are always there watching over me and protecting me
I always tried to forget You
but You are always there calling my name,remembering me
I am so lost
Yet You know how far i am from You,You guided me
I kept rebelling against You
But Your reply was "I have always love you"
You kept calling me to run towards You
You kept sending me reminders that this is not the eternal life
Even though i don't listen to You and take You for granted,
Your kindness act is as though i am the only servant You have
Your love for me has flushed me away
Knowing that i can't even trust myself and my good deeds
For i know that Your love for me is true
And it's the only hope that i have now to meet You
You love me for who i am
Even for being an idiot in rebelling You
Even for not trusting You
Even though i'm just a dust among pearls
You kept watching over me and guiding me
Your love never fails me
So i am trusting you now ya rabb
I am a liar for saying "i love You"
I can't even trust my love for You
But for the sake of Your love and mercy for me,
Please don't deny me in front of You and Your beloved
Please let me see you at least once in the after life with all of Your beloved
After that, let it be.. do as You wish..
Throw me in the hell fire as long as it's Your will..
But please don't deny me from seeing Your Beauty
For the sake of Your true love for me
That's all what i need..
For You are the Most Loving and Merciful