Confession of God Slave: An Idiot am I

an idiot am i to trust on Your creation

to know that only You whom i should ever trust

an idiot am i to follow my lusts

to know it will only bring me down to the pits of hell

an idiot am i to hurt Your fellow creation

to know that they are Your family

an idiot am i to care what others think

to know that You're the one who i should care about

an idiot am i to be tempted by the devil

to know that i only should follow the path of Your beloved

an idiot am i to believe in Your creation

to know that only You should i believe

an idiot am i to have hope in a person

to know that You're my one and only hope

an idiot am i to called myself an idiot

to know that You give me brains to reflect and think

an idiot am i to follow my desires

to know that only Your desires and will should i follow

an idiot am i to think that a person will like me for Your sake

to know that You Love me more than anyone does

an idiot am i to repeat my mistakes

to know that i should learn from it and avoid it

an idiot am i to concentrate on Your servants

to know that to You should i ever concentrate on

what a garbage am i to know

what sickness am i to have

O Allah,please help us

cure this sickness inside of us

or should You take my life before i hurt anyone else

if it is better for me then i'd be delight to

or should You have to test my patience

i'd try my best to be among of them if You will me so

or should You call me and i'm engage in this world

i'm ashamed to have done that so

or should You want me to concentrate only on You

i'd try my very best to do so

or should you leave me dying

for i know that You are my Saviour

is it so wrong to express my feelings towards You in this idioticly blog?

for others says to keep the feelings to myself

but,how can i?

if they are correct then

an idiot am i writting this words

forgive us,for we are weak

forgive us,for our limitless sins

forgive us,for we are blind

forgive us,for we are just idiots

forgive us,for the sake of Your beloved nation,Muhammad [s]

You are theMost Forgiving since You are the Most Merciful

Sha'ban:The Month of Holy Prophet [s]

salam wa rahmatuLlah wa barakatuHu wa marghfirahtuHu alaik.

yessah..AlhamduliLlah..we have now reach the month of Sha'ban.

And another 29 more days till the blessed month of the muslims

ok let's start on the information that we recieve on Sha'ban.

Sha'ban

-means "to seperate"

THE MONTH OF HOLY PROPHET [S]

in this month,

-Allah records the life-span/life-time of His servants

-Allah records the rizq for His servants

-Deeds taken to the hand of prophet [s]

15 sha'ban[nisfu sha'ban]*important*

-known as the Blessed night;Laylatul-bara`ah:

*freedom

*to be innocent

*free From Hell fire

-one of the 4 special days

i)Night of Power (Laylatul-Qadar)

ii) Night of Mid Sha'ban (Laylatul-bara`ah)

iii)Night of Arafah (Laylatul-Arafah)

iv)Night of Jumu'ah(Laylatul-Jumu'ah)

[in this night,the ibadah that you made during the day and the night will be the same..Like most of the other time if you were to make ibadah during the night,their blessing or barakah or the deeds will be double/much more than the ibadah you did during the day.But for that 4 days/nights their deeds during the day and night are the same,that's all there is to it ah]

-Allah choose whose souls He wanted to take

-Allah arrange the affair of His servants

-300 gates of the Most Merciful is open

-Night of forgiveness and rahmah

-Allah looks upon His servants and forgive them,except;the one who bare malice,disobedient to

his parents and the ones who makes shirik

WHAT WE CAN DO:

-make shower during Asr

(intention of greeting the coming night)

-after Marghrib and Isya' read Yaasin

[each time after reading,make intention:

i)Long life(iman,ihsan etc)

ii)Protection from Calamities(ask to free from it)

iii)will not be needy(only need Allah)

After that,wrap it up with a Fatihah]

-make more selawat

[since it's the month of Allah's Beloved,Muhammad [s],selawat on him more so that he may give us shafa'ah during the Judgement Day]

-read more Hadith

-Ibadah All night if possible

-ask for the good tidings

-Share the love and joy

-Salatul-Khair

(one hudred rakaah;50 salams)

*read 10 times surah al-ikhlas after al-fatihah

[is you can not do all then the minimun is just 2 rakaah,if can then AlhamduliLlah]

And also there's some du'a(s) that we have yet to post,inshaAllah we'll post it here if we're free.

till now,

wassalam.

if there's any errors please do inform us,thanks.

Michael Jackson

salam wa rahmatuLlah wa bawakatuHu alaik.

we just wanted to put up a little something on Michael Jackson since we're fans of his due to his humbleness and caring towards the weak and also some of his songs are really touching.

pick from wikipedia:

Michael Joseph Jackson

August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009

also known as 'the king of pop'.

He was also a notable philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation.

He popularized several physically complicated dance moves, such as the robot and the moonwalk.

Well,you might heard alot of negative of him.

Like some people says:"asal die buang duit buat surgery semue..abe rogol budak lelaki-why did he waste all his money doing surgery and all..and then rape a little boy"etc.

But have they(the person who criticised MJ) researched behind the truth in all of that rumours?

well,here's some videos,by kevjumba(one of his fans), behind all of that rumours:

There's also rumours that he converted to islam,but some people denial that it's not the truth,but who knows.

Only Allah knows whether he is a muslim and died as one,but let's hope that he really is and die as muslim,let's pray for him.*Al-Fatihah*. He's also lucky to have passed away in the month of Rajab,May Allah bless him and us and to all the ummah of the prophet Muhammad [s]

wassalam.

Caring for the Orphans and Weak (Michael Jackson Edition)

Salam Everyone.

Alhamdulillah most of us know that those who care and show kindness towards the orphans and the weak, the reward and blessing is very great. But, what did Prophet Muhammad [s] say about caring and showing kindness towards them? Ok we start with the orphans first.

Abu Hurairah (R.A.) reports that the Messenger of Allah (S.A.W.) stated

"Whoever caresses the head of an orphan (in affection), solely for the sake of Allah, a good deed will be written to his account for every hair over which he passed his hand."

It is related by Sahl ibn Saad (R.A) that the Messenger of Allah (S.A.W.) said

"Whoever supports an orphan from among his own or any other family, he will be as close to me in Heaven as these fingers are close to each other"

Besides, the best Muslim's home is where an orphan is supported and is treated in a loving and warm manner.

And for the weak or sick, it is narrated by Abu Moosa Ash'ari (R.A.) The Prophet [s] said

"Feed the hungry, visit the sick, and free the captives."

These are the deeds of compassion and kindness. This hadith also tell us to visit the sick. When we visit the sick it creates love of bonding. It may also lift the person's spirits and make him happy.

Thats all ah. May Allah forgives me and you. Sorry if there are any mistakes..do inform us ah.

Humbleness

salam alaik

Just wanted to share something short to you all and also a reminder for ourselves.

Well it's hard to be humble towards one another especially in this century.

Cause we are fill with greed,hatred,jelousy etc. towards one another.
Especially the main thing that kept us from being humble is our pride.
And it's hard to be humble when you have those kind of feelings inside,especially your nafs hated it if you were to lower yourself among other creatures.

Our nafs always wanted to be the best,best among all creature! and it will always says "I am the BEST!".It wouldn't be satisfied unless it gets everything!it always wants more and more!

Have you ever tried to be humble towards others and when they started to step on your head you'll start feeling angry/hatred or want to stop this humble of yours towards that person?

Well,maybe you don't..but i have,and i hate that kind of feeling.

Last time our teacher told us:"jangan merendah kan diri!malah rendah kan diri!"

which means that "don't try to be humble!be humble!" or something like that,sorry if it is wrong.

And Shaykh Nazim Haqqani [qs] said the reason why all Anbiya and Awliya is humble is because that they can see a crown on everyone heads.Even if some of the other person has the worst kind of attitude.(Let us imagine that every sons and daughter of Adam have that kind of crown on their heads,we'll definitely respect each other more than we used to,that's my opinion anyway)

Like,even if you were to have a Sultan or a King to be injust,do you dare to oppose him?

Nay,he would deffinitely chop of our heads if we oppose him.

So even that person is rude,just be humble towards him..don't say like "what's the point of his existence? his rude,his cruel,he might as well be dead and not have existed!"

Who are we to say that?! it's like we are opposing God,All Glorious is He,Himself!

He knows best for every existing creatures on earth.So Try not to judge the worst on others.


Even the Prophet [s] himself is humble by saying:
"I am but a human being"

[though he [s] is the King of Prophethood,a beloved of God Himself]

And why are we now a days following our ignorance and pride ,which is basically like we are climbing on the top of the mountain and crying out loud:

"i am the king of the world!so bow down!"

And Also verily that God loves His servants more when they are humble;

"And the servants of the Beneficent Allah are they who walk on the earth in humbleness, and when the ignorant address them, they say: Peace"[25:63]

So slowly let's fight this nafs and pride of ours and be humble towards one another.inshaAllah.
May Allah bless us,May Allah forgive our mistakes and may He make all of us a humble servant of His.amiin.

well,sorry if there is any mistakes..please do inform us if there is.

untill now,

wassallam.

btw,the picture of the Girl above is cute right? :D

Etiquette of Rajab

salam wa rahmatuLlah alaik.

since it's still the month of Rajab,we want to share some of the amalan that you might want to practice during this month,if you want to or not lazy to do it.

Nightly Devotion
-Wake up two hours before Fajr.
-Niyyat:
Nawaitul Arbain

Nawaitul Atikaf

Nawaitul Khalwa

Nawaitul ‘Uzla

Nawaitur Riada

Nawaitus Suluk

Lillahi Ta’alal ‘Adhim fi hadhal masjid (or fi hadhal jami’)
-2 rakaat salat al-wudu
-100x Ya Halim (for removing anger)
100x Ya Hafiz (for removing affliction)

(Imagine yourself in the blessed Garden in front of the maqm of the Prophet (s) (al-Rawda) facing Rasulallah and saying 100x “Allahumma salli ‘ala Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ‘ala ali Muhammadin wa sallim”,
To have the intention that Allah makes me meet spiritually with Rasulallah (s), Imam Mehdi (as) and Mawlana Shaykh)
-Du’a
“Ya Rabbi ‘izzati wal ‘azamati wal Jabbarut”

“Ya Wakil. Hasbun Allah wa Ni’mal Wakil. Wa la hawla wa la quwwata `illa bil Lahil ‘Aliyyul ‘Adhim."

- 11x Surat al-Ikhlas[when you read surat al-Ikhlas ,it's benefit is like reading 1/2 of the Al-Quran.mashaAllah.]
- Surat al-Falaq

- Surat al-Nas

- La ilaha `illal Lah 10x

- Salawat 10x

- Salatul Najat

- Salatush Shukr

- Salatut Tasbih

- Salatut Tahajjud

- 500x Ya Samad (intention to eliminate the bad aspects of the ego)

-Astaghfirullah, AlhamduliLlah [as many times as possible.it is said that the first group/bunch of muslim who enters paradise is the one who always praise Allah much by saying AlhamduliLlah.]

-Salatut Rajab( 10 rakaah if possible;5 salam)

[on 27th of Rajab try Solat sunat Rajab for 100 rakaah;50 salam.if you manage to do it then AlhamduliLlah,if not then atleast try little by little.]

wassalam wa rahmatuLlah wa barakatuHu.