Curious am i
i ask my ego
for what its desires are
"being king of the world and everything!"
so i asked my nafs for its desires
"women and worldly pleasures!"
that's what it answered to me
then i asked myself for what my desires are
"virgin maidens and all heavenly pleasures!"
is what i answered
so i turned away from them all
and turned towards my heart
"what are your desires?"
"only desire,and that is God"
that's what it replied to me
so i asked again
"is that all?"
so it said to me,
"yes,that is enough"
so i asked it where is God or where i can find Him
then it replied,
"show me where there is no God ,then i'll show you where He is"
i asked it what it meant by that
"if everything needs God Help,then show me a thing where it doesn't need His Help"
so i told it that everything need His help
"then there is where God is"
i asked it how can i meet God
it replied,"By being His slave"
so i asked it,"why are you not with God?"
it replied,"because you are blocking my way!"
"because you have your own will!"
"throw it away! so that i can be with Him,my Beloved!"
it answered with a raging voice
so i asked it how can i throw away my own will
it says,"by being as humble as ash and by seeking knowledge and by loving"
so i looked into the mirror and saw a lustful boy
then i looked in to His entire creation especially mankind
each different one of them have their own lustful desires
then i looked at their common thing
which is the heart
the only thing with no shape and size,nor titles and reputation
and i heard every heart screaming for Allah
some are relax,yet some are not
depends on who their owners are
some are crying while some are laughing
so now i am asking You my Lord
through Your Divine Mercy,
Beloved Muhammad [s],
please take us all to Your Ocean of Mercy and Divine Love!